Dear Past Self

To My Past Self

Dear Past Self

Am I what you would imagined you would be

Or were you completely wrong?

Are you proud of me

Or did I let you down?

Be careful there’s a storm coming

A storm of depression, anxiety, and chronic pain

That you cannot escape on your own

You will feel trapped inside the storm

With Negative thoughts pouring down

You will feel the raging winds of chronic pain

The lightning strikes of panic attacks

Make sure you stay on your firm foundation

Things will get scary

But there is no need to be afraid

God will walk you through this

There are people wanting to help

So do not be afraid to look

Even though this is one of the worst storms

There is joy on the other side

You do not need to hide your pain

Its okay not to be okay