Numbers

I am 10 times 30 pounds

I have 9 dollars in my bank account

and 8 broken promises to myself

plus 7 sleepless nights trying to figure it out

I had 6 plans that  I could not keep

I have had 5 jobs that did not work out

plus 4 mental breakdowns

and only 3 days where I did not have a migraine

also 2 days when I was not stressed

I am 1 perfectly imperfect human